I once was in love …
well what I thought was love until your true colors started to show. Your fist was inches away from takin that blow…And within minutes I saw my head hitting that flo.
But I’m not dead and the lesson I have learned has given me the strength to move on. The lesson I have learned has caused me to be strong …and have no fear. Because like my mother taught me when she was in this same situation…God is here.
I refuse to let this become a generation curse because I refuse to let my daughter see me hurt.
I refuse to allow my future daughter to see the tears her daddy has caused in my eyes as I fight to survive.
It’s strange how things are suppose to change yet they stay the same and I am left with this ache in my brain .
You see the devil has a clever way of disguising himself in this thing called love. He shows up when you are weak and has you thinking this is a place where you belong but he fails to realize that my God knows that I’m smarter than that .
My God is amazing and has equipped me with the knowledge to move past that . Where I am weak he has made me strong and when I am alone he informs me that that is indeed a lie because he is with me by and by .
Silly love, you have fooled me once but it won’t happen again because I take this vow to myself to fight until the end.